Life loves to throw shit into my face. I hate it when people, who know that I hate being alone, go and say "Yeah you know I am with such and such and blah blah blah". I mean, its nice your with someone, but please dont rub it in my face. The guy I absolutely care for is away and the guy I used to love broke up with me. I really just had enough with ( Read more... )

So I havent written in a month. Alot has happened in that month. Had an X-Ray done to see whats causing my wrist to hurt. Went to the optamologist and found out that my blindness COULD have been fixed. Lost my wallet and insurance cards. Been working on a large project for my Animation class. Its a LARGE project, thats for sure. Been working hard ( Read more... )

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Ok so I havent written in about two weeks. I guess I should now. Life has been going ok...I guess. A friend wants to take me to see a movie, well, this will be a first for me. I think I found another crush, XP. Now I lay her in bed kinda tired and out of it. I try not to cry but for some reason I want to. My heart has been torn apart. I been ( Read more... )

With what has happened in my life
One can say I have grown
But has my heart truely healed
Or have I lied to myself
My mind is confused
My heart still races
But is it because of him
I like being single
I hate being alone
I cry when no one is around
Have I truely gotten over
Or am I still lying
This one must learn

A girl sits at a table and soon sees the man she love walk up. She feels her heart drop as he smiles. The once were more than just friends, but now, it has changed. He plants a small kiss upon her lips and she is stricken with pain. Tears may not fall but she knows that they will later. Her chest hurts and her body shakes. Sadly, they cant be what ( Read more... )

Well...time to enjoy the single life. We broke it off after nearly a year of dating. I still love him but there isnt much else I can do. We must go our seperate ways now. Oh well...

Ever feel like you lost something? I lay here in my bed unsure of how I feel anymore. My once beloved fiance has turned to being my boyfriend. Now we may soon just be friends. I feel that we are soon going to drift apart. I feel that we may have fallen out of love and it pains me. I still love him, I know that, but I am unsure if he loves me in ( Read more... )

So yeah, the ONE guy who I thought would want to help me out decides to be an ass and stay out of it. A girl I work with online was chatting with me. She started to flirt with me. "Wanna fuck? Dump your man and come with me.," At first I thought she was goofing around. Then after a while, she starting acting weird. She starting cussing me out and ( Read more... )

So I took my final and passed it with flying colors today. I just get my grade, B+, 87.2%. I am happy, I normally fail because of my concentration and absences. So I tell my grandma that I got a high B in my class. What does she do? "Why not an A?" BAH! That makes me want to rip out my hair. She isnt happy that I got a decent grade. No...she has to ( Read more... )