I lay here in bed thinking about what my life has come to. Its one of those days where I lay back and reminise about the bad. I guess this will be a list of the good and bad in my life ( Read more... )

I sit here watching "In the woumb: Multiples" on the National geographic channel. Slowly tears start to roll down my cheeks as I watch. I desperately wish I could have one. But sadly, with the way things are going in my life and the way my relationship with the man I love is, I may not get one till I am way older. I watch this and only think of the ( Read more... )

The year has been good and bad. The first couple months were ok ( Read more... )

What the fuck is wrong with me? I keep crying for no reason. I am sitting here talking to a friend who is drunk and now I am crying. What is wrong with me? Am I just crazy? I guess so...

There is someone I care about deeply. I talk to him daily. Online, phone, or in person. Each time I do, I fall in love again and again. I am crying out of happiness that he has filled me with, and allergies XP. But each day I feel closer and closer to him. Sure, sometimes I go look to the future and get depressed. But each time, he pulls me back ( Read more... )

( my xmas stocking )

I am sitting at my school relaxing and rping. I have food and a drink. And while this goes on, my fiance is getting a foot job by me. ^_^ I am happy

There is one thing I cant get out of my mind. One person that is always there in my mind. When my eyes close, they are there. When I lay down, they are next to me holding me close. That person is my fiance. He is my favorite person to be around. Yes we have our bad times. We mostly have good times. This man is the reason I get out of bed. I force ( Read more... )

Why do I bother trying? I asked my fiance if we could put a little foreplay into our relationship and I told him I would try to pleasure him. He didnt even give me a chance to prove that I will change before pushing the door in my face and saying its over. Why do I even bother trying to get better? I give up...

Can
You Open My Safe?

1st
Number:

nuber of letters in my full name

2nd
Number:

The only even prime number

3rd
Number:

first number minus second number


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