The morning awakens; my goddess is at rest. A faint purr escapes her as she lay comfortably upon the pastel field of our flowered linens. Just breaking over the horizon, the sun creeps through the sheer lacy curtains in golden slivers, gently caressing her soft freckled skin. I lay beside her and bask in the warm glow of the sunlight and my love ( Read more... )

Realizing that no one reads this anymore is both saddening and comforting. To freely and publicly express whatever it is I am feeling and thinking, without worrying or wondering what people will make of it... but then who am I writing for? And, if it is for myself, why post it in a public place at all?

I'm often a person of contradictions.

Look ( Read more... )

If only I could follow through with the force of my initial momentum. Beast mode is more like a kitten attempting to roar ( Read more... )

In the face of adversity, I whine and cower and cry.

Then, one day, I wake up and suddenly decide...

FUCK. THIS. SHIT.

Beast mode: ON

Been having incredibly vivid dreams lately.

Also been clenching my hands so tight while I sleep, that my nails dig into my palms and I wake up with bloody hands.

...I've been told that this problem is psychological and is a trait of pent up rage and/or anxiety.

Makes me wonder how come this has never happened to me sooner, if that be the case.

If I am but a leaf on the breeze... it's a damn tornado.

I haven't posted here in nearly 5 years. So why return to this vacant space? Grasping at ghosts, perhaps ( Read more... )

Ever wonder how awkward and ugly our language [as in English] sounds to other people who do not speak/understand it?

...sometimes my own native tongue randomly becomes so seemingly foreign and foul.

-[edit]-

Better never late.

Life feels pretty strange when time seems to be moving backwards. Ya wake up and glance at the clock; it's 4:27am. Feeling as if your body is made of lead, you choose to lay in bed and relax for a while before actually getting up. About an hour later, you decide to finally rise. Another quick glance of the time when you reach the kitchen tells you ( Read more... )