Isn't it amazing how time can barely tick by and yet so much happens in the meantime? So I was thinking that I've just had a lot to get off my chest lately and it's not even been a week since I posted last. Weird, I know, but I'm the Queen of Weird lately ( Read more... )

I've realized that I haven't posted anything in a while, so I figured now is as good of a time as any to do an 'update ( Read more... )

I was not expecting, in any shape or form, to have another post so soon since my last one. I can say I've been far busier than in the past months where I was posting every night at work. The majority of tonight's thoughts have been directed towards what it is I'm giving up for Lent (because it is quickly approaching ( Read more... )

So I've not 'blogged' in a long ass time. Shock, I know, especially coming from the girl who would randomly bitch about everything (mostly guys). It seemed like every night I was at work I was churning out something or another. But not lately, I mean for the past two weeks I've had a good excuse. It's not from a lack of want, in fact, several ( Read more... )

So I was thinking throughout all of the surveys that I did today, I came across the relevation that I'm not really happy with my current situations, especially those pertaining to the opposite sex. I just happen to be a wimp-o magnet or a married/taken magnet. Don't know why because believe me I have not once set out to bag a married man, but ( Read more... )

...so I was sitting outside thinking, I mean, it is 5 am I've been up since 1:30 yesterday afternoon and I probably won't be back in bed until about that time today, but I was thinking. I'm absolutely losing it. And by it I mean I'm losing everything. I can't honestly remember any point in time where I have felt so helpless in my life. It just ( Read more... )

My world is crumbling apart and falling through my fingers. Try as I might I just couldn't catch the pieces.

The only difference now, is I'm letting the pieces fall. And soon I'll wipe my hands clean of it all.

That's all there is to it. I just need to shut up and sit down and write about anything and everything. Then, maybe I'll feel better but I seriously doubt it ( Read more... )

So I was visiting with my sister today and I have no idea WTF kind of mood I was in but I was down. So she was listening to me rant about how hard my current path is. But in bitching about it, I started to realize what it is I really want in life ( Read more... )

For my online philosophy class as part of our Gordon Rule we had to complete 8 introspective journals. I just wanted to share two of them so people can feel like they know me just that much more without having to work to figure it out themselves. So here are the ones I liked the most ( Read more... )