The person who supposedly hates me now, is the same person who could not sing enough of my praises a few months ago. Check it out ( Read more... )

Now, we'll get started with stating that the '? ? ?' is going to be a wild card. Pretty much, whatever I can think of by the time that I get down there.

Warning:
All of my problems are interrelated. Thusly so, there will be a fair amount of repetition between these blogs.

Failure

That's right, I've got a huge issue with failure. Luckily this ( Read more... )

I am sure there is some correlation between my fear of sex and my loneliness. However, being as it is currently 5am, I am not at my most eloquent. So sex and loneliness, I guess the two tie-in somehow, but whatever, onto the madness ( Read more... )

Commitments and Betrayals. Obviously, the two subjects are mingled enough together for it to be understandable to link them together. And I don't feel like writing a real solid intro so that statement of the blatant will have to suffice ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion, sometime between the past two weeks, that my fears hold me back. Of course, this seems to me to be my 'duh' statement of late, but honestly I've never really looked inward enough to really consider some of the ill effects. And I believe I have figured out why that is. The whole idea of introspection and learning who ( Read more... )

Hello my lovies! Tonight we're going to be taking a more in-depth look into my jacked up relationship-life-thing ( Read more... )

So I was thinking, as I often do on quiet nights here at work, and a thought randomly popped in my head, as they often do on quiet nights at work. A friend of mine made a comment a while back about how I all of the time have a crush on someone. Now, I don't always have crushes on people and though the crushes change from time to time they do not ( Read more... )

...somewhat like medicine. I know that you could make me better but I just can't bear to swallow. So what is there to do but choke and sputter for a bit. I can't swallow but I know I don't need to spit you out. So I'm stuck, sick and confused, unsure of what to do ( Read more... )

Ok my lovers, this one is pretty self-explanatory. For those who know me intimately enough, please disregard because you, in fact, already know. But for any newbies, I love to bitch. It's what I do and nine times out of ten I'm pretty good at it. So I'm dedicating this entire blog to things I dislike or things that annoy me. I'm sure that this ( Read more... )

I'm sure that almost everyone has been in this situation. Met someone absolutely enticing (or any other verb), but that person seemed as unattainable as the wind. Free from feeling the burdens of everyday society. Not to say that those burdens aren't there, but the stress and strain seems nonexistant ( Read more... )