Looking back on my July 28th, 2010 post was interesting. Since then, the woman I'd been dating has gone on to get married and, judging by her Facebook posts, seems happy. There are a couple of girls I've dated who have done the same, and although I'm glad that they've found someone, I can't help but be a bit envious and regretful. Only human right ( Read more... )

rusty. that's how i feel about writing. insecurity, maybe that too. so i've decided to just jump back into it on a blog that nobody follows anymore.

gonna end there for now. baby steps...

Its sad and damning that those will be the last two sentences I will remember from her. It was sad for her, but no matter how much I tried, I couldn't feel the same way. She cared about me. Shouldn't that be enough? It helps the regret but worsens the guilt ( Read more... )

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OMG, I literally feel as though I'm not in the right dimension. I mean, reality. You know how people say that there are hundreds of millions of realities, each one with a different you? I feel as though I COULD be in one different than I was an hour ago. Its as if everything that I've experienced up until this point wasn't real, at least not in ( Read more... )

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My trip abroad has given me a new perspective. Its given me a glimpse out of this looping tunnel which has been spiraling down as of late, and has allowed me to get a better understanding of where the 'new leadership' views my role in the company. Its given me a better understanding of the man in charge, his vision, and though I'll not venture to ( Read more... )

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