Asif my world wasn't confusing enough. I feel nothing for Jordan. And my feelings are not towards Jim for once. Instead they are for Trevor, the 17 year old half brother of my best friend. The other day i was talking online with Francessa and we had the most interesting conversation. Somehow we brought Trevor into the conversation and she mentioned ( Read more... )

This entry is going to be very.... Bland. I'm going to list the random events that happened. Francessa and i went to the mall today. I got some of those rubber sex bracelets and a pair of checkered shoe laces from hot topc. Twas then that i realized the pries were still as expensive in the stores as they were online, puls or minus a buck or two. ( Read more... )

Hello Random World Dwellers. I had an interesting evening last night. Francessa and i decided to stay the night at her Grandmother's house so we could see her friend Josh. Well since we mised him walking by the first time we had to go back later. Me and Kim (Francessa's Cuz) just sort of stood there while josh stood behind francessa secretly ( Read more... )

Hehehe... I'm in virginia right now! Its uber fun! I had to ride like three planes to get here. The first was boreing but the second was okay. When i stopped in detroit it was like fuckin 5 in the morning and my flight wasn't till 9:30 that morning so one of the agents (i was traveling as an minor or "UM" so they escort you to your flights) and ( Read more... )

A while ago i saw this movie called Black Top on HBO. And there was this Guy. His name was MeatLoaf. I found it hilarious. And i always have had a thing for Tim Curry, so when i found out he was in the Rocky Horror Picture Show... I had to see it. So, i forced my mom to rent it while we were at Blockbuster. It was Great! Its like this Odd musical ( Read more... )

I went with my Parents to watch the third Harry Potter film. Daniel Radcliffe has somehow gotten hotter than he was a year and a half ago. I hear he's fourteen, and likes soccer. Definatly my new celeberty crush. It used to be Jermey Sumpter and still kind of is. But enough about that. The film was very good. I have come tr realize that Emma Watson ( Read more... )

"And I'd give up forever to touch you ( Read more... )

I had so much fun yesterday. But i got in trouble so i couldn't write about it last night because I got introuble. Well, i didn't do much during the early day but sleep and practice. (Cant wait till practice to night...) Oh, but i did go hiking with Christine's Youth Group. It was fun. Justine and Pagie were there. Both very cool people. Well, we ( Read more... )

My mom says i'm sick. When she said that.. i just broke down. I sat there gazing with tears streaming down my cheeks; realizing that it was true. I knew i was bad. Not the worst but bad. I knew i had depression but i didn't think i was sick in the head. I thought i was just sad. Sad and down and lonely. Not ill. Not like a crazy person. My mom ( Read more... )

I feel so bad right now. All i can think about is *him*. I listen to the same song over and over again, stairing at his picture realizing how pathetic i am for still thinking about him a year later. I have a great Boyfriend. One who's super nice and sweet and fun and totaly cares for me. And... Last week he didn't call me at all... The whole time, ( Read more... )