its so hot here. and the ocean is toooooo polluted to go swim in ( Read more... )

I'm meeting my host family today, and I'm a little nervous. I hope the daughter is hot, so we can make out all the time ( Read more... )

I am soooo much better than I was before ( Read more... )

well, I'm at the orientation place. but nothing starts until tomorrow, so i get to be by myself again tonight, and we all know how i just looooove that ( Read more... )

this place is crazy! and i don`t know how i feel about it yet ( Read more... )

I didn't think a conversation could be that hard to have, but in the end, we didn't hate each other and there weren't any empty promises made. Her trip down didn't go well on account of my insecurities and her coldness. I can't keep asking her for something she can't give me, and it hurts us both too much for me to keep trying and her to keep ( Read more... )

My fear of japan is almost suffocating. and the excitement hasn't yet won out. I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't have my visa, and i don't know my kanji. I feel like a waste of space.

and she's pulling away.

Goddamn, this week has been insane. I feel like I've been on an emotional rollercoaster on crack laced with LSD. I feel completely put through the ringer, but I'm still in the game. and I want to continue with all the analogies, but I suspect that James is gritting his teeth, his beautiful teeth ( Read more... )

My first night of cocktail waitressing was absolute hell because i had on 4 inch heels and i never ever wear high shoes. at the end of the 5 hours, i thought my feet were just going to fall off, they had stopped hurting and were just numb at that point. the next night was better because i had on flat shoes. but I am not good at cocktail waitressing ( Read more... )

Holy fuck, I am exhausted, this cleaning radiators shit for shit money sure does take a lot out of you ( Read more... )