I feel completely rejected, replaced and unimportant lately. It seems largely due to MY inability to keep in contact with people via call, text, e-mail, FB/MS, etc... that I have been replaced in many of my friends lives. This sucks. Not something I intentionally do/did... it just seems to happen. I get depressed or don't have money or am to far ( Read more... )

So I am home from Colorado.... I have so much to say but not sure how much I'm going to get through tonight. I guess we'll start with wow I'm glad that part is over. I mean the first meeting part. I didn't really start thinking about the trip until we took off from Midway. Then I started to wonder..... what if they don't like us.... what if we don' ( Read more... )

Seriously and people wonder why Id rather live in someone elses basement and be broke then come home and deal with this......

I talked to my Grandfather and Step Grandmother yesterday for the first time! It was very kool, although I didnt say a whole lot. Now I can't wait even more for Thanksgiving when I will meet them and my other 2 Aunt's and 4 cousins!!!

Well yes I have gotten a new job in Crystal Lake and have moved to Cary this last weekend. Major up-date coming soon. I wont have internet at home for a little while so yeah....

YAY!!!!!!

Happy Mothers Day to all who are!!

Mom, Ernie and I just got home from meeting Wendy. She is my middle Aunt. We had such a great time talking and laughing. According to her I look so much like my Aunt Sheri and their cousin Robert that its insane (she just got back from visiting and had pics for us to see) and also my aunt Deanne has super crazy and sensitive skin like I do. I burn ( Read more... )

So i have managed to freak my self out. everything tells me "I got this" but do I

I have decided its time to answer all the questions. Many of you are probably wondering what all this biological grandfather talk is about ( Read more... )

Just got a call from mom and she has just told Nonie, who is very happy for us. she realizes that "we" were not apart of what happened 46 years ago therefore she can't be happier for us!!!!!! OMG I might just die now!!!!!