For today I just have to be, tomorrow I hope I will be fine ( Read more... )

Right now I don't know what I am doing, how I am to live. I am upset, sad, and worried. You all know how life has been for me and since tuesday I have been a wreck, I need help. I am now drunk in a bad way, I haven't eaten since i have seen him and drank a littl etoo much and smoked. I just don't care. I wish life was better. I need more prayer. I ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a bit mystified recently. I just had a really bad episode and am unsure of what to do. I looked into the whole therapy thing but I just feel it isn't right for me. But then again nothing seems right with anything. I almost broke up with my love several times in the last couple of days and I don't know how to handle myself. I love him so ( Read more... )

So I am finally getting close to normal after my awesome bday party. Here is how everything went ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't been on here in a while and not as often as I used to be. SO I am really excited for my b-day, I am trying to keep the secret of my hair change from my family, which is hard, while trying to decide if I really should without their advice ( Read more... )

So I tried out for that wonderful show, "So you think you can dance." I get there stand in line forever, which was fun because I met a lot of people, but really for only 15secs of audition. I got my picture taken a lot while I was in line on the street, mostly because I was really flirty with the camera and dancing crazy moves on the street for fun ( Read more... )

So I have decided that I want my body back and I am not talking about the one from two months ago I am talking about the one from sophomore year of highschool. I want to be skinny again. Well so I have started a workout plan and a diet, not sure how long this will last but at least my friend nahyr is working out with me at the rec center. I also ( Read more... )

So its been 7 months since the bad day, with many other since, but I am now getting better. I am finally feeling my age. My body has decided to start to whither on me. I have been getting chest pains, so the doc gave me an EKG, crazy huh? It kind of sucks because I have been rethinking continuing dancing. I really want to get my ideas out and ( Read more... )

So I am out of my mind tired.
Just wanted to tell everyone.
Yeah, sleeping's good do it sometime.

SO I have officially made it to all of my classes and this semester is going to be a bitch. I have spent about $400 on books and art supplies(not including my painting on the side). I am taking 21 units, one class is considered a masters class, but I don't have to do the long paper that the grad students are doing. My Psych 160T course has me ( Read more... )