Seems I only use this when I have an overwhelming need to express my thoughts without necessarily having an audience. I don't care to "write" much anymore for whatever reason, no matter how cute that journal with a fairy-like forest cover may be. But thoughts need to be expressed and since I don't have a tape recorder (does anyone outside ( Read more... )

The older I get the more they affect me. Not in the way that you think. In the moment I seem to get all caught up in the story and the sparkles. Then it's over and I roll my eyes and wanna slap myself for falling for it ( Read more... )

I don't understand guys. I find myself dating guys who are so overly sensitive that I don't even know what to do. Ever wonder how guys feel when girls act really dramatic? Well I do. I've been dating this guy I met online. I liked him a lot. He wasn't perfect. He had plenty of flaws. But he was sweet and fun and I liked spending time with him. He ( Read more... )

I needed to think today about what it is I want to do with my life. I love my business, but I don't love all the internal dilemma it's been causing me. Doing this business requires so much self development. You have to be willing to change in order to really see results. I haven't wanted to change because I think I don't truly know who I am. You ( Read more... )

Last night I was in a weird mood. It's a mood I've had many times before and can linger for ages ( Read more... )

I am Hispanic. I was born in New York, so when people ask me where I'm from that's my answer ( Read more... )

Hey LJ world. I've completely forgotten about you. My apologies. Though I'm not sure if I'm really apologizing to anyone other than the two people who may read this =P But anywho, I'm still alive and still in a relationship with the same dude. My last entry was pretty emotional and hormone-fueled. I might have been PMSing. Or maybe it was the ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is I'm feeling, whether it's just the holidays getting me down, or maybe something more, but I'm not sure where my relationship is going anymore. I always joke to others that it's a relationship of convenience, but it's getting to where I'm starting to realize the joke's on me. Is this a relationship of convenience or is there ( Read more... )

Bah. I've been really bad about keeping up with this ( Read more... )

Yesterday I woke up early enough to use the Body Spa, but not for long since I had to get ready pretty fast. I haven't been able to get any working out in. I can make time for the Spa but not for much else. It takes longer than I'd like. To cover each spot for 10 minutes each, it takes 40 minutes. And that's just time with the Spa. There's still ( Read more... )