A moment to think..

I have a theory, so bear with me.

Lets say that the Earth is in fact the nucleus of a cell. Plant or Animal cell, give or take. The cytoplasm of the cell is finite space per cell. Place cells together, then you have infinite space, but secluded from each cell by the cell wall. We have space ships, telescopes, cameras, satellites, ( Read more... )

Its strange to say that you still amaze me. You are sitting in our basement having an intellectual conversation with the guy I left for you. And afterwards you go outside with him to have a fire. It seems strange for me.

"Im sorry for flipping out on you but it doesnt seem like it means anything to you anymore ( Read more... )

please prove me wrong on this ( Read more... )

This is a weird day. well. yesterday was, even if it was being my baby's birthday, and then today as my dad's ( Read more... )

I have some fucked up titles haha..

Im beat. work is exhausting. my calves are throbbing. woo..

Nate is here.. Zach is "thrilled".. hah..

I just want Zach to be happy, and if it takes not hanging out with Nate, then so be it.

I will still talk to him, just not see him face to face for awhile.

Im getting sick of things..

Im so fucking sick of dealing with other people's bullshit.

Im sick of dealing with an alcoholic in the family who I have to rely on for practically everything because I dont make enough money at my job to support myself and my boyfriend.. who still hasnt found a job..

Im sick of having a cold that wont go away..

Im sick of ( Read more... )

its odd to say ( Read more... )

Life is good.

I am happy for the most part

other than having to pay college almost a thousand dollars..

and having a miscarriage :-(

that broke my heart when that happened..

thing is, Im on birth control, and I was off it for a month, and when I started taking it again.. bam.

other than that.

I am happy.

I am utterly in love.

and its

If I could give you the world, you know that I would, and more ( Read more... )