I am happy.

I am lucky.

I am special.

I love you <3

I have a wicked head cold. ugh ( Read more... )

its great to fall in love again.

it has been way too long..

I like being happy again.

I love you Zach.

So I feel like a fucking bitch.

Sean knows that I like Zach, but wont say anything about it.

I know that he is attached to me, but he also puts up with me being horribly bitchy mood.

I dont get it.

fuck..

I am happy ( Read more... )

I have till Wednesday and Sean comes home ( Read more... )

its been awhile hasnt it?

Ive been rather busy. I hate work more than ever and I just want to walk out half the time.

Band practice is fun. I love it.

and tomorrow I have Sad Cone Fest, so I get to see all my friends again.

"I was wrong about those,
But I was right about one thing,
The clouds always hold
The sky in place, whenever it rains.
And I was ( Read more... )

Life Hates Me

Sean is in jail.

he didnt bother telling me when he would be going. I KNEW he was going but he didnt tell me. he wasnt the one to tell me he was going, he wasnt the one to tell me why.

I know more about him from his friends than himself.

thats something.. that hurts really bad.

I am happy ( Read more... )

I

am happy

yesterday I officially got accepted into Stark State's Massage Therapy program. I am 1 out of 20 people accepted.

this fucking rocks!!!

my glamour shots from Holden's show were awesome.

Im having a good week so far.

yay