got off work early. so Mark should be here any time ( Read more... )

Holden show tomorrow. Im the photographer and semi roadie ( Read more... )

I think I subconsciously set myself up for disaster...

is it a bad thing if I gave the guy who ditched me for warcraft a second chance?

-sighs-

its kindof funny...

that when Kirk found out that I was fighting with Adam

that he wants to hang out with me again

he promised that this time he wont ditch me at least..

-shakes head-

so I woke up to a charlie horse from fucking hell..

and I cant walk well because of it.. and I have to go to work in a few minutes..

this sucks..

I feel.. awkward..

this isnt like me.

I am shy around ONE person..

so strange..

blah...

I got a second job.. so now I work at Mcdonalds and Game Crazy.
I do photography for my best friend's band.
I have a crush on the other guitarist.
I dont have a car..
College starts in 2 months..
I need a bloody car..

I need something to make me feel more sane.

I need companionship.

[/sigh]

I think..

that I am finally ready to be loved again..

I feel guilty ( Read more... )

I feel like a whore.. geez ( Read more... )