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So I haven't written a journal on here in a while, so I figured it was time to ( Read more... ) -
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Its hard to be happy, with the one you love, when you know someone you care for is having a tough time with their own significant other. But unlike what I've experienced, I'm not rubbing my happiness in their face. I'm still just so surprised that I have been so lucky to be with the same person, for two whole years. He still cares for me, treats me ( Read more... ) -
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For the first time since Gramma's passing, I went to Michaels, the craft store, with my Grampa yesterday. And because I knew about it before hand, all day yesterday I was thinking about the times that I went with Gramma and all stupid things we bought and got entertained by, and it hurt. It still blows my mind, the reality of it ( Read more... ) -
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I miss my Grandmother.....I feel like I have changed since she passed away. Im much more emotional then I used to be, which I'm not sure if thats a good thing. I cry a lot, I'm angrier than I used to be, which is saying something. It just hurts me, to know that she won't be there for all the important things in my life. Im just glad that she met ( Read more... ) -
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I can't believe that its the end of January already. It seems like 2010 just started, and now we are a month in. Its been an okay month though. My full time job sucks, its emotionally draining, and I am constantly treated like less of a person, from what it seems, because I am a little white girl, rather than an all knowing asian. Im not trying to ( Read more... ) -
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Oh wow its been a long time since I have written in this thing. Almost as long as I have actually been happy in a relationship :P I don't know why, but I was sitting here on the computer that my wonderful man fixed up for me, and then it popped into my head that I haven't been on here in a while. I really should keep posting in here, as its a good ( Read more... ) -
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I stay in my dead end job, with no room for growth in the company or anything...I think because I'm scared of something new. I always get stuck in a rut. Its just...no fun :P -
Writer's Block: Sticks and Stones
This is funny, because I actually just said this yesterday. I went to visit my ex, who had spent the past weekend fucking his other ex. I came to see him, asked how the weekend and he gave me this cocky little smirk and said "It was great." It wasn't needed. I knew what he had done and he knew it would bother me, but no, he had to be a prick. Why? ( Read more... ) -
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Nothing new has really happened, other than working, and sleeping. lol