You see, I dont know what I want. I'm so in love, but confused about...ya know...with who? familiarity reins on some extent of it, my heart and mind on the rest of it. im sick of not knowing whats going on. im sick of not knowing what i want. im sick of not knowing what the fuck i should be doing with my life. im not complaining, dont get me wrong ( Read more... )

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M: Success comes easily to you ( Read more... )

Honestly, who have I been kidding? How could I have possibly tried to fool myself and others into thinking that Talon isn't the one for me, and that he's not my world? I've been trying to be happy, but it just isn't happening without him. He's perfect to me, and he's everything I wanted...we are meant to be and I am just too stupid to notice this. ( Read more... )

G. F. N = Good for nothing, could almost mean "Not good ENOUGH," but we will leave it at that for now. I've come to realize something today/tonight, something I kind of didn't want to know, or something I was afraid to know. First off, I love Talon, with all my heart, mind, body, and soul. I love him more than I can ever possibly love anyone else ( Read more... )

all fucking bullshit. all a fucking waste of time.
no wonder he was so damn perfect. things that are perfect are too good to be true. then again, i may seem like i am never good enough for anyone. must be why he loves me so much. so....wonderful.

I think this is the meanest thing ANYONE has EVER said to me in my entire life. Greg said it to me after some "heated" conversation we had. It just keeps running through my mind.

SapphireTearss: you were mad at me because i sat where i was comfortable.
grt713: heh.. on your back...

yea, wicked harsh.

"Butterfly" by Mariah Carey ( Read more... )

I always hated being new to certain sites like this. I have an opendiary, but the site goes down way too much for my liking. I was into writing entries by hand in cute notebooks you could find in bookstoors, such as Waldenbooks, now there are so many new inventions, so many new sites to put your entries out to the world. I suppose it could cause ( Read more... )