Wow, so I haven't journaled in a really long time. I realized how much I've grown since then too. Makes me happy I think. So, let's do a little updating. I am over Annie... finally. It took one last attempt, but it's over now and I'm fine with it. We're still friends, and we still talk. Drake hasn't been everything it was cracked up to be, but it's ( Read more... )

so, as of lately i've been doing absolutely nothing on the weekends. it's been kinda depressing. i don't know why but i've felt so alone, even though like during the week i've been busy with school, rugby, and pride week this week. it's weird, but the more i hang with people from drake the more i want to be there right now. i'm tired of roosevelt, ( Read more... )

ok, so it's only 5:30sih...but i'm so excited for tonight. I get to meet up with this chick named suz who of course goes to drake. she's a junior, almost 21, and a pharmacy major...which means she's fucking smart. Oh, and did i mention her wonderful personality. she's really funny, in a sarcastic kind of way like me. she laughs at everything i say ( Read more... )

so lately i've been thinking a lot about my big crush. i've been thinking that maybe i shouldn't be interested in someone right now, i should just take a break from it all...after all i go to college in a few months, why not just wait? glenn and i had a long talk on the senior trip about all of this, and i agree wiht him completely. as much as i ( Read more... )

Ok, so lately i've been soooo giddy, it's horrible. i can't help it though, i mean we all know the reason why. i don't know, something about a new love interest just makes me so hyper. it's weird. but today at the thespian meeting, i was like hey you want to be my rush buddie, and she was like i wanna be alone. and i was crushed. but then again i'm ( Read more... )

Ok, many of you know Emily Renaud, and Sara Graham. And many of you also know that they just got married. Now what a lot of you don't know that in the state of Iowa, there is legislation in the works right now to make it unconstitutional for lesbians and gays to marry. It is a fact that the majority of the house is against marriage for gays and ( Read more... )

yes folks it's that time again...time for rachel to find a new girlfriend, after a year and a half, annie and i have finally broken up. it wasn't on the best of terms, but it's over, she's moved on and so must i. i guess, although it is really hard to gain back confidence after the whole ordeal with her new girlfriend. I have actually found someone ( Read more... )

Ok, so last night was the first time at rugby that we got to tackle, and ohhh the fun we had. Basically rugby is a dykes best friend. it's the only sport that lets you grab other girls asses and chotch's as part of the game. it's great. i throughly enjoy it. so i highly recommend it... if you kiss girls. and even if you don't, you can take out your ( Read more... )

so today i went and tried on prom dresses...which was actually not that bad since i found stuff that actually fit. lol. And i found this one kinda lavender one that's really pretty, and not really fancy, which fits me just fine. Anyways...i've gtg, mom needs the computer...soo yeah

ok, so lately i've been really emotional. i don't know why, or what causes me to be this way... but when i am, it's like tammy baker on crack. why do women have to get like this? it's not fair, we have nature working against us. men get moody when they don't get any for a while, women get it once a month, or whenever her hormones go on strike. on a ( Read more... )