wow i had a nightmare today. i haven't had one in about 3 years. most of the time when i start getting nightmares i am awake enough that i can influence the outcome. its like i know its a dream so i know i can do anything. last time i remember some guy was comin at me with a knife and i pulled an uzi outta somewhere and blew him away. i think ( Read more... )

so i havent posted in a long time. i know i should write stuff down on here, but there's a lot of stuff i should be doing and if i'm not going to make time for everything i really shouldnt bother for this. oh well. the reason i found time right now is that my friend said hes gonna take a bath and then he'll be ready to go to wallmart. right now ( Read more... )

well ive decided what to do with my life. so....lets go on an adventure and see where it takes us ( Read more... )

the quest ( Read more... )

i got a lump, its probably cancer...gayness.

well its about time to get out all the happies ive been feeling. i saw another one of those shows with the guy that i cheer for and the girl that i cheer for. and its just a show. i dunno. stupid shows. with their happies. i wonder if its ever really like that. oh well.

i think im unhappy, but im happy about myself.

my grandpa died november 4th. i liked my grandpa. it, it was like every other funeral ive been to, or at least the ones i havent been able to wiggle out of. i hate funerals. i cant stand the idea of a person in my head changing so drastically that i have to walk up and look and see them unmoving, totally unmoving up there in a pine-box. and ( Read more... )

shift ( Read more... )

thats how many miles i drove last weekend. that gas stuff, its a killer on money. i got to see a lot of people that i wanted to see, but i also missed a few people i wanted to see. everytime i go back its a little different, its kinda weird. oh well. i got a few cds when i was there. weezer elliott smith meatpuppets and the stp one with big ( Read more... )

hey if you dont have time for kids then dont have them, dont drop them off at some store. same thing for money or food. dont have it for em, then dont have em. if youre catholic and have to have kids, then you suck and should go live in a mining colony somewhere west of known space ( Read more... )