i want to do a manga. i have an iderad, i have the caicters, its an orignel sotry line as far as i know, but dame it i don't have the skill. and i never will. i have tryed, over and over again, got books, practised till my hand falls off, but the talent isent there. its just not. i'm a wrotter, and always will be. thats what sucks, i have come to ( Read more... )

i have never been one for doing girly things. i don't do dress up, i like shooting things, fire is hot and getting drity is ok, exsept, exspecshly is you destoryed some thing in the process. i have my worst enamy in 4 of my classes. dylen is makeing my life hard and there is nothing i can really do about it. its like he injoys makeing my life ( Read more... )

you know, some times this fear of crowds really gets on my nerves, and other times I really don't care. and some times its both.  like right now, I want to see Der ein Gray. it would be nice, to see people i like in consert with out feeling like i am going to die. but i';m not going for that reson, and i am not jelouse of the people that are. ( ( Read more... )

well, my b-day is over and I have no idea what i am doing for it. i want to be festive, but nothing i come up with sounds good. i have no brain right now. some thing is wrong with me. i'm really hyper and can'tfoces on any thing. i am waitting on word from Sarah as to whats shes doing for her b-day and if i'm invited, and from Anna, just in genrel ( Read more... )

my sience techer talked about smut today in class ( Read more... )

my poor head ( Read more... )

i had fun at the stepping beyond thing. it was wild, and crazy. no one cute thou. the consept of the cuite artest is long gone. only gangly guys with dreams of granger that will lead to nothing. i have short story to night. thats ... ok, i feel good enogh to go, its just i havent been writting the way i should. i need to wirte more. even more. the ( Read more... )

i scored a cookie. YAY DASHA!! there good to, wich is some thing new for free food around here ( Read more... )

they say there is a frist time for every thing , i guess they were right, guess who got chewed out from not trying hard enoght as school? whos' writting this? if you get one right then the other is easy. he thinks every thing is all so easy, that if i just get more sleep it can fix that fact that i hate his class and am bord out of my mind. i ( Read more... )

HOLY YOAI BATMAN!! i mean wow. i found this really... grafik sight last night when i was browsing around. some one had taken a lot of time to sacne some 30 diffrent Yoai mangas. i mean, it would be rude to not apreshat her work ( Read more... )