I wish I felt passion

i wish i would connect with people and feel a balance in life that fufilled something empty ive had for so long

Soccer made me feel insecure about myself and i dont know why...i just felt so stupid running around not doing anything and making it obvious to the world what a terrible athlete i am.

I'm having my party on October 8th

my biggest fear is that no one will show up and it makes me nervous

but hey the van ermans will possibly be playing at it

so yay~!

I wish that life was more:
sexy, passionate
exciting, filled with scandal and interesting secrets
happy, silly,
loving, comfortable

and i just wish people would go along with everything to make everything possible...like others would attempt to create a life of all these things

geez guys, way to go on asking me questions, its supposed to be an opportunity to find out random things about me....you dont really get that with a lot of people ( Read more... )

YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS::
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No matter how random, revealing, rude, naughty or pointless
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I promise to answer them 100% truthfully
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Right now I will write down the people who are my friends and who have wanted to hang out with me in the last few days, and done fun things with, and who make me feel loved and wanted:

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1. Japanese-nagashima
2. 4BC math-larson
3. dance 3-gallo
4. h euro lit-palizzi
5. world history-law
6. av physics-stewart
7. ap chem-matymowski

let me know if we have classes

"i dont remmeber, but we were at your house and he was like damn shes hot and i said i know. and the he stared at you and i laughed and said i love her.. then we drove off ( Read more... )

I'm so bored with everything i do...life has just been so...lifeless lately. I guess summer is supposed to be a time of memories and adventures...but this summer just hasn't been that for me. Now that school's coming back, I feel like I have wasted a precious few months of my life. Sure there have been some good times and stuff, but nothing that ( Read more... )