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+.disgusting.+
Yesterday my dad decided to be a royal ass all day (he was drinking). He said to me at one point, after calling me a worthless piece of shit, "i love you, but i can't fucking stand you". So there you have it. I can't wait until friday when he moves out. My sis finally moved out with Chris so it's really the last thing that's gotta go that is ( Read more... ) -
+.Just.Once.In.A.Lifetime.+
It's getting dark... too soon... a threatening silence ( Read more... ) -
+.throwin'.rocks.+
All along I had to talk about it ( Read more... ) -
+.cancerian.+
I've given up. I don't care who stays in contact with me, and who doesn't. I try and try to mend things that I have messed up, I try to right wrongs that other people make and help people out even though they've fucked me over, and in the end it doesn't matter at all ( Read more... ) -
+.end.of.me+
I honestly have no idea why I even bother to try anymore. What's the point? I know I'm not perfect, and I have many flaws, and it's worse that I know what my flaws are and do nothing to fix them.. but when it comes to trying to figure out what is wrong with me that people don't want to try to pursue anything with me, especially when it's so clear, ( Read more... ) -
+.lifeless.in.this.cocoon.+
Okay so I just learned that basically after about a month that my sister skipped town with my not boyfriend Chris whom I was actually having pretty decent sex with and was living in my house and driving me absolutely nuts in a bad way.. is coming back to town to live. Apparently they are going to be living with her ex husband's aunt or something. ( Read more... ) -
+.Fuck.It.All.+
Well, pretty much the worst has come to worst. I don't really know where to begin to pluck the thoughts swirling around in my head out and onto someplace where I can somewhat rationalize them, if not then at least document to try to calm down my brain a bit ( Read more... ) -
+.All I've got's what you didn't take.+
Uuuugh. It seems that talking this out with anyone isn't really much help but I figure at least I can document this time ( Read more... ) -
+.Droid.+
Wooo posting from droid. Who woulda thunk it? Lol.
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+.crafty.+
Okay so I been doing a lot of crafts type things lately and I decided to make some cash doing it. Well, I haven't made any YET but I will. I'm going to be making site banners for www.etsy.com sellers as well as dog bows. If you have me on facebook you already know about that ( Read more... )