so about 2 weeks ago, barrett and i started a for real little family. we brought home a beautiful baby girl and we love her so much. rue mcclanahan judkins-mcconnell! she's absolutely sweet, especially when she is sleeping. she loves to lick and bite...and her little baby teeth hurt like hell. she is a mini daschund and weighs an amazing 4 ( Read more... )

apparently it's been 45 weeks since i updated this. ridiculous. what is more ridiculous than the amount of time this has just been sitting idle is the amount in which my life has changed in the past 45 weeks. i don't think it's necessarily important to list out every last detail of my life...maybe some key points ( Read more... )

tonight turned into something stupid that it never should have. i want you the way you are, and how we are with each other. i get mad and jealous, just like you get mad and jealous, but we both know that we care. i can't say that i don't give a fuck, because obviously i do. you mean a lot to me, and if this all ends because of stupid words ( Read more... )

it's a bit unreal how ridiculously happy it makes me to see you...even though i had just left your house 12 hours earlier. it's amazing to me that i've got a person who is in the same spot in life as me and we can have fun and mean a lot to each other. gush gush gush. i know i'm not the type...but this boy makes me happy...and i make him happy ( Read more... )

yep...christmas is officially over in 15 minutes. this year was the bomb, again. my parents seem to rock it out, year after year.

i can't wait to get back to austin on tuesday though...can't wait to cuddle up in his nook.

happy festivus, babies. i hope santa brought you everything you wanted!

i love it, but i hate it, when my blankets and my whole bed smells like you.

that no matter what is happening in my life, one band will always make me the happiest person ever...my tillies ( Read more... )

so tonight i think i got my ending that i didn't want, but i needed. it's kind of a liberating feeling to realize that i can't give him what he wants...just like he can't give me what i want. there's no need in even thinking about it or him anymore. i don't think i can be friends with him, and it's not because i don't like him as a person or ( Read more... )

i guess when something is done, it's just done. at least this time i don't have to regret not saying anything at all. but in this instance, this probably would have been better to just keep my feelings to myself. my head hurts from crying, and i don't think i'm done with crying yet.

fuck yes...all i have to say is fucking scarlett j!!! woot woot!


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