a little bit of festivus

[sarabear03]

so...yeah...it's always kind of funny how shit like this works out...or doesn't...or whatever.

i hate games. and this is what it seems like is happening.

now i remember why i never open myself up.

Comments

[eunicita]

One of my favorite lines since I've heard it:

Don't waste the pretty.

But in your case,

Don't waste the pretty and the good hair.

[sarabear03]

yeah...i don't really feel like i'm wasting anything at the moment. he didn't return my phone call or my text last night, which is highly unlike him...but who knows...plus i'm sick...so a sick sara = a whiney sara.

i think it's just odd how now that i've reciprocated the 'i like you' feelings, it feels like he's all wierd...who knows..

but i will not make a phone call or a text today...the cellular world goes 2 ways...

[eunicita]

Yesterday was Christmas though and maybe he had some stuff going on with his family.

BUT sending a text takes about 5 seconds. 1,2,3,4,5.

What does our favorite book say about calling? Like you should only call 3 times and that's it or something like that. I dunno. I need to read it.
He better have a good reason.
Like, a mad case of lice or something.
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Last nite there were a bunch of cute guys at Jackalope AND we got free drinks from Les cause he was working at Fuel :)))

AND FBF plays at Lava Lounge this friday.

[sarabear03]

well i only called once and texted 2 times...the first text i told him i wanted to make out with him and his tiny pants...second one told him i wished he was at my casa because i was real sick. see, nothing crazy...although, all this fretting about what he's thinking or doing is really crazy and stupid. and i will not call him again...or text him again. he knows i called and obviously got the messages...he's chosing not to call so i'm chosing not to care.

i'll so be there on Friday...i'm off on saturday! woohoo...i'm excited!