I've had four great loves, but the fifth will be my masterpiece. <3

Love is easy in the beginning. Young love is quick to begin & quick to end. With each new love learned and lost, love becomes harder to give and to accept. It shouldn't be, but it is. I'm happy to have been in love before. I'm lucky to have a handful of genuine experiences, although they all had shelf lives, and sadly expired. This is the first ( Read more... )

I see so many potential roads to take, some rough, some smooth, and some still hidden. I enjoy the options, but I have to admit that I can be one of the worst decision makers. I'd rather the road choose me and then I learn how to navigate it from there. Learning the speed limits, turns, potholes, hills, and pit stops along the way. Too many ( Read more... )

No words tonight. Just jumbled thoughts that can't find form. Choices galore, and most with promise. Unsure whether I want to be alone or entwined. Confused by some and crystal clear on others. Is my communication lacking or are we speaking different languages? Suits or sweats, or a combination of the two... What's a lonely girl to do? Take one ( Read more... )

Things happen every day that create ripples in your world. There is only so much that you can control. But the vast majority is out of your grasp ( Read more... )

did you ever just want to step away from your life and lose yourself in new beginnings ( Read more... )

pictures change, and red flags fly. my walls go up. i do not cry. jaded. faded. possibly overrated. numb to the possibility. survival mechanism. knee jerk reaction. speechless in insecurity. wait for risks, but don't take one. trapped behind the lips, words unspoken. why? i cannot say. how? fear got in my way. want, but never love. love may never ( Read more... )

Sometimes it feels as if I just can't win. I try to be a good person. I try to do the right things. I try to say the right things. But when the truth needs to be told, only the silence causes more hurt. I stick up for others when they can't defend themselves. I don't enjoy fighting, but there is a point when people need to hear the truth of how ( Read more... )

So I found myself returning to the past, over & over again, and then I realized ( Read more... )

when you broke my heart into a million pieces ( Read more... )