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The "I don't need anything, but these would be nice" Christmas list.
This year will mark my first year away from my family during the holiday season. Ryan and I will be spending our vacation in Ottawa, exactly 1,639 Km away from our families. (1652 km to Ryans family, if you want to be precise!) It will be very difficult for the both of us, since we are so tight knit with our families, and even more so at this ( Read more... ) -
7 months
It has now been 7 months since Ryan and I moved out of Cape Breton, and we are definitely experiencing change in our lives.
I have since had two jobs. One was a term with Shine Music Academy, where i was their graphic designer and promotions coordinator. It was a fantastic job working so closely with bands and music students, as well as counting ( Read more... ) -
Happy Birthday... aka the day I was ejected from the womb.
It occurred to me today why it is that I despise this day more and more each year. Its not just because I am getting a year older that this wave of dismal distress overcomes me, although that idea never seems to help. Its the hype that comes along with the term "birthday". Everyone places so much emphasis on this day that it rarely lives up to the ( Read more... ) -
Earl, Roll Out
On a whim, and with love and adventure in our hearts, Ryan and I decided on Wednesday the 13th of January to pack up our lives, and move on to Ottawa, our nations capital. Ryan lived there for before for approximately 9 months, and I visited him twice. We both learned we loved the city, the freedom and the privacy, so when a job opportunity opened ( Read more... ) -
Useless.
I feel really useless at everything ( Read more... ) -
Unpretty
I'm feeling particularly un-sexy lately. I look in the mirror and only see flaws. It might have something to do with my subscription to the mantara: "why bother? i'm not getting laid anyway...so..."
I need a serious pick-me-up, and soon. -
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Wow, nevermind. That was all in vain. Ryan is getting someone elses girlfriend to drive him home, because I am making things too much of a hassle. If you think I am going to pick up a drunk girl who said she wanted to fight me 3 weekends ago.... and driving her around town before i go to get you, you've got another thing coming. Ill bend over ( Read more... ) -
While I sit here.
Trying to play the model girlfriend is starting to wear my sanity thin.
Here I am again, sacrificing myself for his fun. While I sit, alone in his house, waiting for his call, I cant help but wonder if it will again go unnoticed.
Tonight, He is away with classmates, celebrating the completion of a 6 week course. I am trying my best to be ( Read more... ) -
Hard to Get
Playing hard to get is not easy. But it seems to be working slowly... slowly. But should I really be forced to act this way? It's difficult knowing that in another situation, I could be being worshiped. My wandering eye is natural, but you definitely can not blame me in this situation.
Fuck.
In other, less cryptic news: Im trying to swindle my way ( Read more... ) -
Fastlane
would you let me lick you with alliteration and tie you up with similies?
give you pain and pleasure with solliquies until you beg me for release....
I think we can have the ebonic plague solution...lace me with your lexiconic seed and in 9 months we can start to raise the revolution