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There is somoething about national holidays, even ones I don't really celebrate, that always make me miss everyone I'm not with.
And there are a lot of important people I'm not with right now.
Geez. Everyone is posting sad things about Christmas. Guess I am amongst you. -
Beer, Food, Friends.
I love my life sometimes.
So fucking much.
do we have time to take a nap
the house is on fire
the sky is falling
baby get back get back
this is your mother calling
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Maybe It's In The Water
I think the weather is starting to get to me. I am feeling anxious and frustrated with myself. I haven't left the house and it is nearly three. I want to work again. I want to feel committed to something and not at all like I did this past summer.
I am doing so well here, yet today I feel shaken. Off kilter. Odd. -
Ted Leo
"I never gave up/ I never gave up/ I crawled in the mud, but I never gave up. I never gave up/ I never gave up/ I crawled in the mud, but I never gave up ( Read more... ) -
Night.
Sliced my index finger washing a serrated blade at work, upping the knife wounds on the hands count to three ( Read more... ) -
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I feel languid and muddling.
That is all. -
Nothing Gets You Back in the Swing
Like lighting toys on fire and sputtering drunken things at people you care about.
This week has been distressing in the worst way. I want to feel new again, without starting over. -
Out of the Blue
My awesome job that I moved to Seattle for? At 826 Seattle, the youth writing center? Where I fit in well and was learning and meeting awesome kids and making a difference in the world ( Read more... ) -
Contemplation, deep and overarching.
I feel rested but not ready for the week to start.
I have a ton to think about. It's a new year, by the Jewish and academic calendars anyway.
What do I do with all of these chances?
