i miss alex cain.

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so i laid down to take a nap
which was a worthless effort because i haven't slept well in about five days.
well, this whole semester
but really these past five days.
and what's weird is that as tired as i am, i still can't fall asleep.
it's horrendous.
and not the point.

i was curled up in my bed like i always sleep
but it was hot
so i kicked off ( Read more... )

 i made the biggest mistake ( Read more... )

 i haven't had a boyfriend that lived within fifteen minutes of me for the past five and a half years. and i haven't had a boyfriend that went to my school for the past three years ( Read more... )

" i'm not like her. i'm not like your friends. i just don't belong there. i'm quiet and overenthusiastic and dont fit in anywhere, really, because im just really fucking eclectic. so i kind of molded to fit a place in your life just like i mold to fit in everyone else's life."

MattB82232: look you know no one gets you like i do and there is never going to be another person who understands you the way i do and the same goes for me ( Read more... )

 so my dad has AIM. weird, i know ( Read more... )

 so there's this boy
& he's lovely 
and 130miles away
[in good ol' MD]
but that's not too far
because i love him 
[it's so true]
and i'll see him this weekend
[5days]

i'm not a fan of busy-busy weeks of homework.
ouch.

"sara, it sounds to me like you're settling."
"is this the sound of settling?"
"bup-baaa."