oy, it never occurs to me that someone might comment on something i write in here! sorry bout that chief !
"Aiiiieee, and what brought this on? :-) Long time no write!"
i don't know why i don't write more on here - other than it seems to me not many would be interested in what i am musing on at any given time and i don't have a lot of faith in what i write here actually being around for any length of time - puter crashes and all that - so most of my writing ends up in a 'collection' here in the old 'format' - you know, actual 'hard copy' LOLOL
what brought this up was a painful time for me when i 'snapped' at my husband, who had nothing to do with said 'painful time' - because it really bothers me when that happens, i had to pick it apart - get in touch with the 'real deal' and then make a 'note to self' in the hopes that i can effectively limit the behavior i abhor - i keep trying to reach this 'ideal' i have in mind and failing miserably wayyyyyyyy too many times ;-)
"dammit post more! We need more intellectual philosophical crap to comment on :P"
hrumph, you call that a comment? give me somethin meaty to toss around with ya :-P......i never thought about my entry being philosophical - just some lofty notion i have, that i'd like to eventually 'touch', since i know it really isn't achievable 24/7 ......makes me sad somehow, sometimes ;-)...........in my mind i can envision these lovely relationships where everyone gets what they need when they need it, what they want when they want it and everyone is walking around with a smile on their face and joy in their hearts - no competition, no jealousy, no anger, no hurtful 'moments' between friends/lovers/acquaintences etc. blah blah blah................now wouldn't that be REALLY boring? horror of horrors, people just might enjoy exchanging 'ideas', IF we could get past all the other crap - now that's what i call FUN !
ok, stay tuned and i'll see what else i can come up with ;-)
See I got it easy. I'm mostly antisocial IRL, so I don't gotta worry about all the soap opera shit. (The short version: I used to have friends, they all sucked, so now I sit on my ass all day long talking to online friends who seem to understand me better than the RL ones ever did anyway.) It's so odd that a lot of my LJ friends are "kinky" types, although maybe not THAT odd considering I never woulda known any of em if it hadn't been for Rhun's friends page. :P
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hey anyone invent a diagnostic for 'feelings' yet?sarah1247September 19 2002, 12:11:53 UTC
actually, i'm fairly antisocial myself; more because i find inane chatter tough to take for any length of time and learned along time ago how much fun i can have in my own mind :-P
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And I agree with you. Who could not?
love 'n' stuff
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"Aiiiieee, and what brought this on? :-) Long time no write!"
i don't know why i don't write more on here - other than it seems to me not many would be interested in what i am musing on at any given time and i don't have a lot of faith in what i write here actually being around for any length of time - puter crashes and all that - so most of my writing ends up in a 'collection' here in the old 'format' - you know, actual 'hard copy' LOLOL
what brought this up was a painful time for me when i 'snapped' at my husband, who had nothing to do with said 'painful time' - because it really bothers me when that happens, i had to pick it apart - get in touch with the 'real deal' and then make a 'note to self' in the hopes that i can effectively limit the behavior i abhor - i keep trying to reach this 'ideal' i have in mind and failing miserably wayyyyyyyy too many times ;-)
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hrumph, you call that a comment? give me somethin meaty to toss around with ya :-P......i never thought about my entry being philosophical - just some lofty notion i have, that i'd like to eventually 'touch', since i know it really isn't achievable 24/7 ......makes me sad somehow, sometimes ;-)...........in my mind i can envision these lovely relationships where everyone gets what they need when they need it, what they want when they want it and everyone is walking around with a smile on their face and joy in their hearts - no competition, no jealousy, no anger, no hurtful 'moments' between friends/lovers/acquaintences etc. blah blah blah................now wouldn't that be REALLY boring? horror of horrors, people just might enjoy exchanging 'ideas', IF we could get past all the other crap - now that's what i call FUN !
ok, stay tuned and i'll see what else i can come up with ;-)
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