what good to ignore it's presense when embrace brings a new understanding of the depth and possibilities in learning more of love? it is somehow more negatively powerful when left 'alone ( Read more... )

Could happen ( Read more... )

Here are 16 actual error messages seen on computer ( Read more... )

how can you know when and how to appreciate someone the way their heart can 'hear' it clearly, along with the love that generates the action, theirs/yours?............too much and it rings like tin; too little, it isn't heard at all - i hate it when i can't figure out how to express what's in my heart, clearly and appropriately ! so here i sit ' ( Read more... )

well, i did this really dumb thing - got a 3 cup rice cooker from ebay thinking i could save a bit of cash but the controls and all directions are in japanese - the 'seller' translated enough i 'should' be able to cook rice in it but the problem is it seems the directions are for '45 min' rice and not sushi rice (which was one of the main reasons i ( Read more... )

i've never inserted anything like this in my journal before; wonder if it will work ;-)




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it attracts us to it ( Read more... )

ok, so i understand that illusions are necessary for survival against the inner pain most live in but sooner or later something/someone comes along and smashes them to smithereens and if not, then life does; one illusion at a time; sometimes that feels good and sometimes it feels like crushing pain, ripping the heart to shreds.......whatsa matta ( Read more... )

a strange urge to create - but what medium? - visual beauty representative of what wishes to be born; perhaps i'll paint............making potato salad just didn't do it

fric and frac - fric sits on the left shoulder chattering away about everything i've done in the past that 'tells' me not to stretch in the now..............and frac sits on the right shoulder telling me all the horrible things that will happen if i dare to venture outside my cozy, current parameters.......drowning them out with my own forward ( Read more... )