I'm telling myself not to cry. It's been a while since I've done that. Well, for me anyways. But I can't help it. I need to. I need to vent. I need someone to talk to. I need to feel loved. Appreciated. But will I be? Hell no. I need to have fun. I need to laugh for once, and actually feel good about it. I need to worry about myself for once. I ( Read more... )

How come I have to be the one sitting around, analyzing him in microscopic detail and he gets to be the one with other things on his mind? -My So Called Life

Ok, so I've been thinking about this lately. I decided to make all of my entries friends only, and I even went back and made the important ones friends only bc I didnt really feel comfortable having to out publicly. But. What if someone happens to stumble upon my journal and see that I havent updated since the last public entry which like like 4 ( Read more... )

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You know what? My life is actually really boring. I havent updated since the 3rd, and absolutely nothing interesting has gone on. Actually, I take that back. Today, I drove on the interstate!! Can you believe it????? It was scary. I loved it though. I think I drive better on it than on our curvy old road. Well, I'm off to bed, thank god tomorrow's ( Read more... )

Hello! I am in the best mood tonite! No, not because the Patriots won the Superbowl. lol I didnt even watch it!! I went to the movies instead! But it was worth it, I went to see A Walk to Remember for the 2nd time. Awesome movie. Everyone should see it. This movie ranks right up there with the Princess Diaries for me lol and that is one of the best ( Read more... )