Hey... I haven't written in a long time and a lot has gone on. I'm still with Ben and we're doing great. As everyone knows, I am, well was pregnant. I had a miscarriage at 14 weeks, which seldom happens when you're that far along. I wanted to post that so it can kinda get spread around. It's really hard when people come up to me and say "Hey, how ( Read more... )

well i really miss Paul, but for the first time i miss him as a friend, just because i haven't seen him in a long time. i spent the weekend with Ben and had an awesome time. this all seems so sudden, but i have no regrets at all. he just continues to amaze me with every conversation. i'm so happy with him. he treats me like a princess. i'm having ( Read more... )

Well Paul and I are officially over. We broke up on Wednesday. I knew it was coming for a long time now, but when it actually happened, it sucked. I’ve been crying for 3 days. Some people may think it’s too soon to start seeing someone else, but you know how it goes. I went on a date last night with Ben. We went to the Haunt in Grand Rapids. His ( Read more... )

hey jake and mike, sorry i didn't get to call... we went to bed at like 1:00. you guys can call me too if ya wanna hang out. my parents are gone until like 2:00 today. but hey my dad's leaving on tuesday for like 10 days so we can chill all we want! yay! give me a ring if ya get bored. peace~

my weekend's going ok. i was pissed cuz all my plans got cancelled but i had pizza last night and watched the debate, so it's all good. then today i went to my dad's secretary's wedding. it was cool. then i went to katie's. she was a little tipsy so i drove us to the movies. we saw jake and mike there which was exciting. i wish i could have talked ( Read more... )

eh... i don't really know what to write about. there's not too much going on. i have good grades and everything, kristie might stay with me for a while. things with paul and i are a little shaky right now and i like other people and am still in love with one of them. i'm not doing anything this weekend because all my people cancelled on me so... i' ( Read more... )

I'm still in shock about Joel. It seemed like just yesterday Megan Carter died and now Joel? Its amazing. I was talking to Lindsey today and she started crying and it's so painful to see other people hurting that were close to him. I knew him in elementary; Kenny and him were pretty close. I haven't talked to him in years. I just saw him last week ( Read more... )

Well I thought I was going to keep writing in here but I definitly haven't written in like 27 days. Oh well. I started school today. Shitty. My classes are all full of freshmen. It sucks ass. What also sucks is that Mike fricken went to college on Friday and I didn't get to see him and I really wanted to. :( But good luck Mike wherever you are. ( Read more... )

wow... it's been like two months since i've written in this thing. a lot has gone on. i dated paul for 6 weeks, he came to wyoming with us, i broke up with him, we came home, he found another woman, and then i stole him back. so now he's mine. and i'm really happy about it. i'm also grounded again. but paul and i still sneak around and see ( Read more... )

she's here! yay! we went out for breakfast this morning. then we went to tractor supply and bought a new lawn mower! and it rocks. so now we're chillin. bored as hell. i'm hungry. peace.