i'm in an awesome mood right now. paul and i had a lot of fun today. we just hung out in my room and listened to music and ate turkey sandwiches. then my mom sent us to the store for hamburger buns and paul got in trouble from my neighbor for driving too fast. then my dad got mad because paul and i were up in my room alone. he doesn't understand ( Read more... )

i'm finally re-doing my bedroom. and it's gonna be awesome. i started hanging up all these pictures and i spent about 4 hours decorating yesterday and then today i was all pumped to finish my room and my mom tells me i get to repaint it. well that's awesome, even though i was on a roll. but yeah i'm painting the walls... yeah you'll just have to ( Read more... )

sweet... just love exams. i took speech and first aid today and they were both easy and fricken hell. cept tomorrow i gotta take history and spanish. i am gonna for sure fail that cuz i have to answer these essay questions that we were supposed to memorize and shit and i haven't even looked at the questions. but i can fail that and still pass the ( Read more... )

well friday i worked at the carnival but i already wrote about that. i also already wrote about saturday when i went to katie's but i forgot to mention all the weed we smoked. and sunday i chilled til about 3 when i got all the horses ready. sunday night my dad had to work at the carnival so paul and i went with him and we rode rides and stuff. yay ( Read more... )

waiting to find out if the fruitport carnival is cancelled for tonight. i hope not because then my dad is going to leave. and that would be awesome. because then i could have someone over and not get bitched at. i want to hang out with ed. because he rocks. so i think i'll take a shower and get beautiful in case anything comes up that i have to ( Read more... )

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yesterday when i woke up i got a call from katie winter and she wanted to chill. so i went to work for my dad for a little while and got paid 20 dollars for 10 dollars worth of work. so that rocks. then katie came over and we went horseback riding and it was a whole lot of fun. we cantered. it was exciting. then we went back to my house, changed ( Read more... )

well good morning. i woke up 15 minutes ago and got a bowl of cereal. (raisin bran crunch). it's very good. last night was pretty fun. i put sage and arbie in the barn with grain and brushed them and trimmed their fetlocks, forelocks, manes, and tails. they had splits ends lol. then i took sage out to the shoeing stall and washed his whitey white ( Read more... )

it's one of the things i regret the most. the hot strawberry milk and nacho cheese on pretzals and scuba diving and boots that are two sizes too small and falling for someone i knew was leaving and would never be coming back and was only looking for one thing in the first place. i regret hurting people i love and not taking so many chances that i ( Read more... )

last night i said i was going to write some more and then kenny and i got into a fight about his hygiene, or lack thereof. so i didn't have time. anyways, not much new here. paul called me and when i answered the phone he said "good-afternoon beautiful". it made my day. he's really a great guy, but he wants a relationship and i definitly don't. not ( Read more... )