Well, its over. Timmy and I just broke up. Over the phone. Not exactly my choice, but thats how it goes. He asked me what was up with us and I told him. He feels the same way, we really are polar opposites, and I told him we were just staying together because we feel like we should. I told him its not right that we're not living together after this ( Read more... )

Timmy has been in Tennessee with his boyfriend since yesterday, and he won't be back til Monday. I'm so happy. I have talked to him on the phone a total of about 4 mins in the past 2 days. I just want to do what I want to do, and I don't want to wait for him anymore. Its bad when you ask someone to live with you and they say no and you're relieved ( Read more... )

In the famous words of Byron Farmer....

OH SNAP!

I can't believe its this late.
He might not go.

Never thought this would happen. Happy but scared. I may be in trouble. Gorgeous. Can't stop thinking about it. Not a wink of sleep. Be careful what you wish for. I can't breathe. Wish me luck. Gotta go.

Well hell. I don't know what to write. I thought I would... hmm.... Oh heres something. I got paid Monday and my check is gone. Caesar took some of it. Not all of it, but some. I have a gambling problem. Its nice sometimes, like the times I win. I can't quit my job here at the boat or else I would be playing there like every day. I would probably ( Read more... )

How much does Zoloft cost ( Read more... )

69 confessions ( Read more... )

3rd year of the magic tradition I call ( Read more... )

Well my streak at Caesars has ended. Last week Stephanie and I went down there and my luck ran out. I knew I was due to lose, I wasn't going to go there til Daddy came in for Christmas but I couldn't help it. The chips clicking together and the Price is Right slot machine just sing to me in my sleep. But anyways, all I lost was some of my winnings ( Read more... )

So I have had a pretty good time lately. I got my first check from the boat today and I got almost 3x what I made on a walmart check. Man its yummy. Daddy came into town for Thanksgiving. He was supposed to leave yesterday but he stayed another night and we went down to Caesar's again. Caesar has been treating me well by the way ( Read more... )