So it has been a very long time since I posted. Mostly because I was afraid of what some people would say about what I was writing. But you know what, its a new year and I don't fucking care anymore, fuck it. This post is totally going to be honest, cause I need to be honest with myself, and if someone else sees it then they see it ( Read more... )

I watched Tool last night. It was the shit. My ears are still ringing. I have never such a badass light show. It was my first official date with my fiance, cause we wanted it to be special.

I love Peanut.

11 long days and finally he got to come home. Not going to talk about the case on here. If anybody wants to know about it that bad they can contact our attorney. We have court coming up and soon after hopefully all this shit will be over and we can get our life started. We have a wedding to plan ( Read more... )

Sitting across from the person you love most in the world and not being able to touch or hold them because of a thick piece of glass in between you is probably one of the worst feelings a person can have ( Read more... )

This is a call from an inmate at the Orange County Jail. It may be recorded or monitored. To accept this call, press 1 ( Read more... )

For those of you who don't know already, I'm getting married. I know that sounds crazy but its true. I'm going to marry Trevor. Thing is, some stuff has come up since he asked, so I'm not sure when its going to be. We had set the date in September, and then I got to thinking, theres alot to do, and I don't have ANY money saved. So I asked him to ( Read more... )

I have never been so happy before. More about that another time, but right now I just wanted to write this funny part from Bam's Unholy Union ( Read more... )

Oh man. There is so much going on.... I just don't know. Some things I prolly shouldn't write about on here, but I will do my best so at least me and Bam know what I mean ( Read more... )

He says I'm perfect with his daughter.
He says she and I are the reasons he is loving life.
He says I am beautiful.

So happy right now.

I
am
his
girlfriend.