Don't feel like typing anything. To many emotions... So this is all you guys get for today.

<3

Hold me tight in your arms tonight

Kiss me on the lips and tell me that you love me and everything is going to be alright

That you want me back and will never let me go again

Hold me close as I fall asleep and whisper in my ear that you love me now and forever...

Josh I love you more then I ever have anyone else. I don't know what to do with ( Read more... )

Work wears me out xD But i love it all the same. gives me something to do, and i can forget certain things and feel comfortable there. not to mention the paycheck that I will be getting soon. >: D

i think the 1 and 45 minute bus ride home wears me out more then work does. public transportation; man i really need my own car >.<

Welp that is all ( Read more... )

Well I am still here in Maryland. Josh broke up with me, long story to painful to tell the whole thing all over again. You know I have cried more about it, and mourned about it more then i did my brothers death. i don't know why maybe because i knew chris was dead and gone, but josh is still here. i can still see him and hear his voice. for once in ( Read more... )

everything is going a-okay here in maryland. it's getting really humid right now, but it is still beautiful. we're going down to ocean city soon for the family yearly outing. lol. i am so excited about that. just getting away from everything, and having fun. lol

i miss all my friends back in cali. Steph, denise, angelina, jake, jimbo, beka, sam, ( Read more... )

well my b-day is soon and i am getting happy about that and looking forward to the family beach outing. but what really is the ponit of being 19? i think it is a teaser, just a ponitless age thrown in just to make us want to be 21 even more.

hehe held a ferret today, so cute ^^. and they don't smell that bad like some say; they have a weird smell ( Read more... )

I don't know how to start this except for saying that i am sorry for hurting someone close to me.
I did something totally rude and mean by typing something in here that was no one's business. It made them look bad, and i am  terribly sorry for that. I just can't stand yelling, i use to wake up to yelling and go to sleep with yelling. It puts me on ( Read more... )

well i am in oregon now with a friend named michelle. everything is great here. the trees, no sales tax, and they pump your own gas for you. xD looking for a job still, and my own apartment ( Read more... )

v-day was an okay day. gave out alot of shyt and got back some ^^. bf didn't really do anything... but that is to be expected. oh well there is always next year right?
school is a bummer, work the same as it was the last time, family getting gradually worse. all and all life is pretty good. XD

well things have been going okay. school has started again, that is one thing that i am glad about. at least now i have something to do other then sit at home doing nothing but sleeping and watching tv, it does get boring after a while you know ( Read more... )