so i guess things just get better and better....what is goin on these days???? do i have a sign on my head that says look im nice please fuck me over??? even my friends like to fuck me over...this is fuckin insane...i want everything to go back to normal....i honestly think i have grown a lot in a lot of situations....i dunno....i need to leave ( Read more... )

so yeah....i really don't get on much anymore....i just rather sleep or hang out with chris...i dunno....i guess u could just say ive just been overwhelmed with shit that i really don't give a shit about much anymore....i would have to say that i hate the year 2004 and i can't wait until 2005....im just ready to start another year.....better yet im ( Read more... )

so yeah the weather is about cold....but i feel so warm on the inside.....ok not totally....just a lil when it comes to some things....so i think everything in my case is worked out....im just gonna do my own thing like i have been...it seems to work out better for myself...but anyways....so i just hung out at the mall all day....and i mean all day ( Read more... )

so yeah...i haven't updated in like a week...but ive just been soooooo tired....ive had to worke very day at like 6 am this week....it sucked...but hey im waitin for that awesome paycheck this thurday....but anyways....i really haven't done shit....just come home and chill....ive only hung out with chris everday at the mall and then hang out with ( Read more... )

ok i know this is hella weird....but i was just lookin at news online...and this cuaght my eye....this is crazy....we lived in a fucked up world....but anyways...the past week and half has been pretty crazy....i just dont' know about anything anymore...i feel sooo fuckin lost....HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPP ( Read more... )

Steven, what am i suppose to say or even think....this past week has sucked so bad....i would have never thought something like this would happen to anyone of our friends....especially u...this is just so hard to believe....i still think im in some denial about all this....im just waitin for u to pop up somewhere....u were always good at that....it ( Read more... )

so yeah....today is ashley's birthday....so happy 20th birthday ashley joan george....well today i worked and got off early...it was pretty boring...then ashley came to my house and we went to get amanda from work....then we went to o'charley's for ashley's bday...then to trivia...so yeah...no one really goes to trivia...i felt like my eyes were ( Read more... )

so yeah....even though i have had to been at work at either 4 or 6 am the past 2 days im still around...i feel like a walkin zombie....but anyways....last night i went to see Boys Night Out....omg...it was fuckin awesome...everyone that played was amazing....i loved it....Roses Are Red, Emery, and From First To Last all played also...so yeah...once ( Read more... )

so yeah its been a while since ive wrote...but hey....i really dont' have much to say...instead of writin my thoughts down im startin to just tell ppl how i feel or just shut my mouth....i dunno....so thanksgiving was pretty good....i ate for 2 hours straight at the table....i only at once all day....and i only got like 3 1/2 hours of sleep before ( Read more... )

so today im actually off....only bc i had to go to the dentist....which i didn't go....bc im lazy....i really didn't have to go...it was actually optional...but oh well...anyways....so i think amanda is goin to be movin in with me.....im pretty excited...bc im pretty sure we will be chillin at home more....which is awesome....we pretty much move ( Read more... )