so i guess its about that time again.....so its been about 2 months since ive wrote anything.....so im pretty sure this will be long....so where do i start...lets see....my dad came home may 2nd on medical leave bc when he was home in feb. he went and got a yearly physical and something showed up wrong with his heart...but anyways...he has been ( Read more... )

so....its been about a month since ive actually updated this thing...and i guess u could a lot has happened too....mostly bad....and some good.....well here goes....*SIGH ( Read more... )

so its finally valentine's day....hmmm....its actually funny how i really wasn't to excited about this day for a long time...then i got into a relationship and i would always talk about valentine's day....and i dont' even know y....i really hate this holiday...like i was tellin my mom tonight....i think valentine's day is probably one of the most ( Read more... )

so....today i actually get to relax and do nothin until i have to be at work at 5....its really weird not doin anything....ok so usually all i ever do is just work...and when im not im just at home layin around bouts to go to bed....so its like 130 in the afternoon and i haven't done anything besides lay around....so pretty much i have had a lot of ( Read more... )

so yeah....my birthday was ok....i just wanted to stop and thank Ashley, Chris, and Zack for comin over for my birthday.....and i woudl like to thank brian and jap for replyin to my bday bulletin on myspace.....and ashley, greg, and sarah for text messaging me a happy birthday....and to my dad for takin time off work in Iraq to call me.....and for ( Read more... )

so yeah...happy birthday to me.....so im 20 years.....and yeah i worked and had a blast at work....so yeah...im bouts to hang out with ashley, zack, and chris......so yeah....i will check up laterz....

so yeah....its been about a fuckin month....well not really has happened....but then again a lot has...so for the past 3 weeks zack and i have been dating....we r officially together....its great....he has truely made me so happy....i mean i was happy and fine with just bein single....but its like i feel like im glowin and back in action again.... ( Read more... )

so its been about a week since ive updated....but hey...i really don't have much to say...so work has been a blah...just bc i dont' want to put up with bullshit anymore from anyone....but im suppose to have special talks with the operator and one of managers here in the next week....also...chris and i haven't really hung out much this week....but ( Read more... )

so the new year's party was ok...although i felt a lil uncomfortable it was kewl....it gave me a chance to talk to ppl which was all gravy....as for the official first day of the year....i dont' think i would have changed it for anything....it was a good first day....i didn't feel good when i woke up for work so i called in....and just slept ( Read more... )

so yeah...well just as i thought i fixed all my problems...of course something new has to happen...i just got home from hangin out with chris and im cleanin my room puttin it together and i get a call from ashley sayin kevin is in the hospital....this fuckin sux....there isn't a way i can go down there.....if it isn't one thing it is another.....i ( Read more... )