I can't believe this thing is still here.  Oh, how life has changed.

Holy shit, I'm married ( Read more... )

I have so much to write! I need and want to sit down and write out a really thoughtful post about the wedding and how happy and in love I am. But I will not be doing that now. Because I'm tired. And lazy. This is the first time I've been on my computer since the day before the wedding ( Read more... )

It's all life and stuff these days ( Read more... )

I'm feeling better. A lot better. I've got a couple of weeks of anxiety medication in me and a few weeks of blood pressure meds helping me out, and I feel like I different person. It's absolutely insane what can happen to your body when things get out of control. The cardiologist pretty much nailed the problem: anxiety made my blood pressure ( Read more... )

I had an entry written out that I had set to private, but I may as well share. I've been having a few medical issues lately--I have no clue whether it's all physical or if it's physical brought on by emotional. I've been to about 2098343 doctors in the last week. In fact, I've been so scared about all of this that Denver took the week off from ( Read more... )

I can't live like this anymore. I'm so glad I have such an amazing guy in my life, because without Denver I would not be OK right now. I have been having severe and terrifying panic attacks fairly consistently over the last month. I've had 7 in the last month, 2 of which scared me enough that I went to the ER. I can't sleep, I can't eat, and I ( Read more... )

It's super cold in my house right now, but I just can't bring myself to close the windows. Ok, fine, after this I will close my windows. But only because there is a random whistling outside that is making me feel murderous. I remember the sound from last year...and I remember feeling murderous then as well. Seriously, WHAT IS THIS SOUND ( Read more... )

My Valentine's Day present from Denver was my "Dad" tattoo--a group of doves on my foot/ankle. We went this morning and got it done! :)


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It's insane that almost every single medical issue I've had in my life is related to my thyroid. I can't wait to get to the doctor and get this shit together. I've been dealing with these issues my whole life, and not once did a doctor stop and say "Hmm, maybe all of this shit is related." I can go down the list of symptoms of hypothyroidism and ( Read more... )