since i posted on here i guess i have been up to more important things like work and whatnot so yea idk if i am still going to post or not i bet no one reads this anyways so its not like it matters lol

well its been i while since i have posted an entry and lot of things have changed ( Read more... )

why does nothing ever go the way i want it to? why do i always feel like this? whats wrong with me? why not me? when am i going to be happy? when am going to get what i want? why do i envy what other have? why cant i have what others have no matter how small or fleeting? when will it be my turn? why are my feelings always unrequited? will ( Read more... )

dude this has been like the most exciting weekend ever ( Read more... )

so yea im just sitting here and everyone keeps telling me to update my lj so i am and i have noting to talk about. well me and rachel were driving in trenton today and we saw two kids that looked like they were 12 and one ran a red light and it was funny. hmmmm idk. i like to eat cheese! my brothers crazy ex is on the phone with my mom ( Read more... )

so im over it all the bullshit and drama its totally ridiculous and stupid i just decided that i dont want to deal with it so im not going to im just gonna say fuck it its squashed and im over it

so theres this kid that i have known for a few months now and i have liked him since like october right you would think that he would notice but no. this kid is blind when it comes to me i guess. all he can see are skinny girls with blond hair and not a bigger girl with brown hair. it ridiculous i feel like it has been so obvious that i like him ( Read more... )

why does this always happen to me
first prom now this
when will it be my turn

well i am over the whole boy that i want to come home thing. he can stay there for all i care i dont want to deal with it anymore. its over. i dont like him like that anymore and i have moved on. it makes me happy that i can say that and know that its true of course i still love the kid and all but i am totally over all of his bullshit and ( Read more... )

so there is this person that i really miss and i really want to see him but i wonder if i will ever see him again hell forget ever see him again how about ever talk to him again. well i dont fucking know what to do about it maybe i will get over him maybe not but i hope i do unless he has something to say about it which i dont really think he does ( Read more... )