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Feeling Better About Our Vacation.
I'm feeling better about it because we ended up gaining more money than we left with even with spending over $350 in gas. Not sure exactly how much it was...Anyways, it was a lot. But we got a lot of money between all of my relatives, so we actually ended up with almost $500. I'm happy about that because now Grey can't complain too much about going ( Read more... ) -
Bittersweet Christmas.
I love that we get to spend time with my family and everyone gets to know Grey and Gabe, but it still makes me sad that we barely had money to buy each other and Gabe presents because it was $180 in gas to get here (although we arrived with half a tank). Most of the money we get here that should be used on presents will be spent to get us home... ( Read more... ) -
So Fucking Exhausted.
I can deal with my sister-in-law on a regular basis by herself. I can deal with my mother-in-law on a regular basis by herself. I cannot, however, deal with both of them at the same damn time for an extended period of time. They fucking drive me insane when they're together. I don't know what it is but I want to flip my shit! I guess it mostly ( Read more... ) -
I Neglect My Journals.
I guess it's because I keep laying down for bed at night and am just not feeling it, or when I plan to write in my journal, I just get really tired. I think it's also partly the fact that I'm trying to avoid thinking about the bad things that keep happening...but it does help me get over it by writing about my problems.
The big truck is broken again ( Read more... ) -
Tired of Bullshit.
I'm so fucking tired of being told what I 'have' to do. You have to put your child to sleep in his crib. You have to wean him at 12 months. You have to get a college education. You have to get a job. You have to get your license. You have to take Gabe to the dentist. You have to take him to a pediatrician for that rash. The list goes on and fucking ( Read more... ) -
I Wanna Ride.
Last night I was thinking about it and if I really wanted to and Grey wasn't busy, we could go down to the pasture and I could start working with some of the horses. I really wanna ride Tex (a bay Saddlebred gelding) because I'd like to have him trained so maybe Gabe can ride him when he's a few years older :). Then of course wouldn't it be funny ( Read more... ) -
Progress is Made. And I had a Good Day.
I finally had a day free of bitching and free of really anything to piss me off. I didn't really sit around and relax or anything, but I still feel relaxed and at ease :). This morning Grey got up (albeit a little late because his phone died lol) and went outside to work with the electrician guy on the rig (Don had another guy come look at it). ( Read more... ) -
Edit to last post that lj won't let me put in that last post!
Edit: Grey says we don't have to look for another house cuz he still wants to move into the Maplehurst house. Whether we can get Don to evict the lady before her lease runs out or wait til it does, we'll still move in there. Which I'm happy about. We love that house, Grey probably more than I lol. But it'll be nice to say that Gabe grew up in the ( Read more... ) -
*sigh*
I was supposed to go see the new Twilight movie with my friend Emily and her friend Tara, but Tara is apparently having her baby today lol. Figures something like that would come up. I told Grey last night I knew something was going to happen. Life never wants to go my way. I can't even go to the movies or hang out with friends. *sigh*
Also, Tuesday ( Read more... )