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Hmmmm, last night... got to baldock station at 6.45, got the train at 6.55, got to hitchin at 7.05 was nicely fucked! walked from the station to the football club, saw adam (he said hi this time *shock and disbelief*-think he was stoned) he was with this random hoe called becky who he turned down shortly before he got with me, cried, screwed, hit a ( Read more... )

Birthday countdown has officially begun. 14 days to go!
I hope to see you all at 85 on the big day, would be much appreciated since I can't have a party as I have constantly home bound parents and wall to wall beige carpets!
xxxx :o)

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I haven't ljd for ages I know, and todays no real exception! except to say I think I must be some kind of fucking freak. I just do.
I miss him still, but he hates me. I wish I could grow up and move on but right now I can't!
so erm, if ure all missing me then...have a survey to remember me by...

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So you think you can stop me and spit in my eye?
So you think you can love me and leave me to die?
...
Just wana get out,
Just wana get right out of here!
...
Nothing really matters much to me...

I wana be different.
Something I'm not.

Someone who isn't me.

I just want you back.

its like some kinda crazy cross roads I'm at, well we're all at really! life really is changing, I guess I never thought it would until it did. I've been back at school a week n i feel kinda empty. I just don't wana drag my friends down with me, I just kinda can't help it! so, sorry guys!

shes's guna break soon, only this week to get through.

hey, just a quick apology really, and a thank you. To everyone who's been putting up with me just recently. I'm my own worst enemy and I'm afraid not a lot anyone says will change my mind, but you are all so appreciated and i love you all xxxx

He's not an asshole, a wanker or a dickhead, he's an amazing person and he meant, well, means an awful lot to me, and to be frankly honest I think I'm worse off now I know we're over than I was when I wasn't sure ( Read more... )