i updated my youtube, sorta. i made the page all pretty! look! www.youtube.com/starahla

as far as moving goes, I move thursday and still have much to pack.

hope all is well everyone <3

shirley and I were talking tonight, and since lacuna coil+within temptation aren't coming to denver, we want to drive to a show, and we think maybe san fran! so kait, if me and her came could we maybe crash at your place? and if not, do you know a place we could stay? I think it's very doable if we don't have to pay for a hotel!! I will have to ( Read more... )

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im sick
in pain
lonely
and i hate all this applying to college shit. it's so complicated.

i'm just done. i have no desire to do anything ever again.

omg
:OO

www.myspace.com/rasputina

go there and scroll down a bit
:DDD

a person contacted me a while ago about the video asking if he could show melora and use it on the website and i said sure, thinking he wasn't legit. well..maybe he is! woo! i feel semi famous or something! haha

why is evboard not working?
did it crash...? im worried i missed something, like the new single or something! if anyone knows can you catch me up? i havent been on in a few days.

and i wanna know if im missing something omgg

the clip of the new evanescence made me cry

i can honestly say i haven't felt this empty in a long time

i don't want to feel this way again, but it always manages to come back and take me off guard, leaving me helpless and victim to numbness.

help

writing in here feels

empty

i really dont have the will to say anything impostant anymore
im sorry, for those of you who read

and why, even though hes done all of this to me, can i not get over him

eff

That's life. If nothing else, its life. It's real, and sometimes it fuckin' hurts, but it's sort of all we have.