What is so wrong with me? 
How do I always pick the wrong people?  The people you just turn away from me after only a couple of days.  The people who give this great story to your face and then the next min you catch them in a lie. 
I am so sick of being crushed by these people.
I am slowly finding it very hard to trust.

~Sarah

He is really moving... the person that I was supposed to move in with is now moving thousands of miles away.  Doesn't think that anyone here cares... I do.

 For anyone who doesn't know already... Good friends are NOT supposed to go behind your back and talk shit about you.  If I say something to you about someone don't run to that someone and tell them everything I just said ( Read more... )

 You know I really don't get it.  I see you every fucking day... hang out with you, come to see you whenever you call, listen to you complain about another friend... and when it comes down to it... she is the one that has the caption "I love this girl, best friend" and she is the one who is supposedly one of my best friends but then blows me off to ( Read more... )

...Was horrible... it started off really good... ended with one of my best friends not wanting to talk to me... He tried to get with my friend too. Ugh... people suck sometimes.  I am just really glad that I am leaving in 3 days for a week.  I need to get away and just clear my head and figure out what the heck is going on in my life.........

Sarah

So for some reason I am kinda down tonight... maybe its because of what happened this morning?  Or maybe I'm just stressed out??  I honestly have no idea... I was hanging out with Liz and Kevin tonight and I just started crying out of nowhere.  Ugh come on what is going on with me???  I just need classes to be over so that I can stop stressing and ( Read more... )

 I know this guy... lets just call him ass hole (ass for short).  For some reason he feels like he can be a complete dick head to me and he believes that I will just keep coming back to him over and over.  Tonight for instance... all day long he has treated me like shit and then he has the nerve to ask me to hang out... ya right.  Anyway so I told ( Read more... )

Well it was nothing really special... not like other years.

I started my day off getting rear-ended
But then I won $85 on a scratch off ticket
Dinner at my Grandma's
Listened to stories of how my grandma and grandpa had to run to get married before my grandpa was shipped over seas for war.  That was cool to hear.
Came home
Sat around
And yea... that was ( Read more... )

I am listening to a band that reminds me of you.  I am trying to study but can think of nothing else.  And the really sad thing is, I can't even bring myself to turn off the music because... well I don't really know why.  I find it kind of funny that I am even thinking of you, I would think that it would be someone else.  Well I guess that there is ( Read more... )

Kathy I think that you will like this one!

KATE NASH LYRICS

"Dickhead"

Why are you being a dickhead for
Stop being a dickhead
Why are you being a dickhead for
You're just fucking up situations

Why are you being a dickhead for
Stop being a dickhead
Why are you being a dickhead for
You're just fucking up situations

Shiny floor, slippery feet
Lights are dim, my ( Read more... )