Hot damn rock star weekends - I just feel like I can't recover. The most normal I felt in days was when I was sitting at Wills after my second beer last night. That's fucking sad ( Read more... )

Well the weekend is over. Fine with me. I went on a emotional rollercoaster ride this weekend. Had many highs and lows. Plenty of good time and good folks. I guess I am just getting used to living with high stanards again. It's rather dull sometimes ( Read more... )

My goodness I haven't been here in ages ( Read more... )

But I'm really ok with it being over soon. I'm ready for the future ( Read more... )

I'm tried all the time.

Poor me...........

I think I will simply be single for the rest of my life.
I want the happy medium.
Semi-sweet man. Lot's of man space. Lot's of Grrr. Yet wonderful.

Damn it to hell. I tried...
I feel real shitty about this. But it was the right thing to do. Fuck the right thing.

So I decided what I am going to do with my life ( Read more... )

Rain Rain go away............
blah......
He gave me a gift wrapped in a homemade box.
All I can say is awwwwwwww......................
I miss my family..............
I can't go to the doctors........
I hate not having a goal...............
I'm blue...............

YUK ( Read more... )

It's offical - I'm falling. I woke up today in the arms of tenderness. I wanted to stay there, I didn't want to be anywhere else.
Hehee