So, monday is my 21st birthday, and I'm not sure how to feel about that ( Read more... )

We had tickets to the Andrea Bocelli concerts, the damn thing got cancelled, and I just found out that he was going to propose that night. I am the luckiest/ unluckiest girl on earth!!!

So we got to the key arena at about 5:30 am. And we were the back of the line. lol Go figure, they let people line up early. But we get in line and sit down, anticipating a looong day. The guys running the show come around, and welcome us to the line tell us what to expect for the day, and to introduce ourselves to our neighbors. So the girl ( Read more... )

So...I'm actually gonna go try out for this thing. I can't believe I'm actually going. But hey, it'll be fun. :) Wish me luck!

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So actually this guy from channel 12 called me today, cuz they had asked about people who were goin up there... and he came and interviewed me!!! So I'll be on channel 12 tonight, with an interview and a song. :):):

I'm having a hard moment. I was sitting here watching last comic standing, being lazy with my mom and she started talking about my Grandparents. They are trying to get this reverse mortgage thing, which means they get equity out of the house now, have no more house payments, but when both of them die the house goes to the bank no questions. I dunno ( Read more... )

Long time no update, I know. lol For those of you who even still read LJ, I thought I would update on the love life. Most of the time we're writing about wishing and hoping (ok, maybe only me?)or how mad we are, hurt, alone... Whatever it is it's not usually good ( Read more... )

The Denny's in Lake Oswego is closing. They are changing it to "Bridgeport bar and Grill". I'm sad. That has a lot of memories built up in it. We went in there tonight, seeing as it's the ONLY place in LO that's open 24hrs. The new place won't be open for minors after ten. I'm angry. I DON'T LIKE CHANGE!!!

About Me ( Read more... )

I give up. I get the message, I don't like it... It hurts, but I give up. I can't keep doing this to myself. Banging my head against a brick wall. I don't know what else to do. If ever there was a chance it'd be now, but I won't hold my breath. I just... Give up.

I wonder sometimes if it all doesn't mean anything. All that we say, want, do, need... Unless somebody or something is there to fill some of those needs and wants... I'm horribly confused about what steps to take, rocky uncharted ground and all... I'm not down or anything, just very confused, eager, anxious. I want and need so deeply, but does it ( Read more... )