I know I haven't updated this in a while. All is well and confusing.

saturday: went to my cousins high school graduation party
Sunday: Disc golfing with ryan and then fireworks with ryan, nicole, scott, brian, and brians fling.
today: kicked my butt at the gym, and it felt so good to let out all these stored up feelings.

i am a fuckup i always have been....

and i still am...

i am still alive....

i hate to be such a downer but im miserable ( Read more... )

I have a semidate on sunday ( Read more... )

So lately, since he got a new phone number, rory and I have been talking almost every night. I dont mind it, hes an amazing friend to me, but i just find it odd since the last thing he said to me was that I'll be out of his life for good ( Read more... )

the title says it all ( Read more... )

Omg happy dance time ( Read more... )

So today, December 16, 2006, while sitting at work, I’ve done a lot of thinking. Life is short, too short for my liking. It’s too short to learn your lessons, that’s for sure. I realized after a very tragic, sobering, and emotional break up from my boyfriend of 8 months, 5 days, Rory Shelley, that I need to learn my lessons quicker. You see, I ( Read more... )

Have you ever been so happy in love that you feel all mushy and cuddly on the inside and you want to explode full of happiness and show the world what it feels like? Yeah thats how I feel right now. Im soooo in love and it makes me all warm and cuddly and yeah. Its snowing outside. On the way to panera it was just a few flurries and I looked at ( Read more... )