conference programs training started today.

so excited!!!

after a finals and closing the building as a RA (which i am no longer), this morning started a crazy week of training.

i was also made an official member of the VIPIMPs. lol. pretty exciting i know!

marelya and bianca are leaving soon and i am NOT pleased.
i really love both of those girls and i ( Read more... )

i am done ( Read more... )

so i am up late, [this is late for me], studying for finals ( Read more... )

i don't want to type this paper.

not one bit.

and so i am not right now.

but i should be.

ahhhhhh!!!!!
i just want this week to be DONE!

frown face.
it is only sunday.

so it is finals week at BG ( Read more... )

so i have finally stopped sucking at life!!!

i know! i'm really excited too!!

i have moved on. officially. in a big way.

in other news....
               how do we feel about me doing broadcast journalism?
               do you think you would watch me on tv?
i personally don't think i'm likable enough to be on tv.

i'm really happy right now. i'm in berea ( Read more... )

so i think i ruin things for myself on purpose.

i'm trying to figure out the question, "what do i want?"
that is all.

one day i think that i know, i think that i'm so sure about what i'm doing and who i'm doing it with.
then the next i'm not.

what is wrong with me?

why? why? why?

i think that i should have my own bacelorette show.
that would be hilarious.

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i am a good  girl.

i make good decisions and i try really hard to not hurt people's feelings.

i want to make everyone happy but usually that doesn't work out for me.

which is sad.

plus sometimes i just want someone else (that isn't katie cline) to want to make me happy.

someone who's life goal is to make sure that i am pleased with life.

that is it.

if i could start my own business i would probably start a extremely up class brothel.

my girls (and guys) wouldn't be required to sleep with anyone though, only if they wanted to.

and i wouldn't accept ugly clients. and everyone would have to get monthly exams.

but we would wear costumes and all that good stuff that brothels do.

going to work everyday ( Read more... )

so i am sitting in my journalism class right now, updating my journal because i am soooo super amazing!!!

my life really isn't all that interesting right now.

despite the fact that i really have no IDEA what i'm doing with myself.
at all. not even a little bit.

i'm not a bad person. i promise.

i really just don't know what i want. i say i do.

but i don' ( Read more... )