mini update

[sarahjay22]

I haven't been online for a while - anywhere - as I have been feeling really stressed & have been knitting a lot to calm down (first ever pair of socks completed). I got a lovely bpally box of goodness in the post today alongside a letter from hammersmith hospital (where my dad died) requesting I make an appt to have my pancreas ct scanned. don't

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[wickedtruth]

I'm glad to see you back online hun. Ah, I know how it is with texts - I'll text you again with my number, should you ever need it. I just wanted you to know that I was thinking of you. I didn't text you again, because I didn't want you to feel pressured, or as if you *had* to reply, even if you weren't ready to.

I can quite understand how divided you must feel about the scan. It's easy for us to say that you should go and have it, forewarned and forearmed, and all that. But it isn't that easy, I know. Sometimes it's easier not to know, because if you don't know, you can put off having to deal with the reality. I hope you decide to go, but I wouldn't ever condemn you if you found you couldn't, at this time face it. Just because you don't do it now, it doesn't mean that that option is lost forever - just deferred.

I'd love to try and arrange meeting up sometime soon, it's been way too long since I last saw you. But whenever you want, no pressure, no rush.

*hugs*

[lushfemke]

Nice to hear from you, dearie. I've been thinking about you a lot.

I'll be in London in 2 weeks, if you want to meet up for a coffee or something.

The scan must be a hard decision to make. I'm with Fran on your decision. You're the only one who can make that decision. You know where we are, if you need to talk.

*hugs*

[lady_ceres]

I've been wondering where you've been! Glad you're back, and I hope you can get through this stressy time. *hugs*

[sairensu]

*smothers you in heaps of hugs*

I wish there was something I could say to help or at least make you feel better. Fran made a very good comment, so I'd agree with her advice.

*covers you in more cuddles*

I hope it all works out, sweetie. Email me if you ever need to talk - or if you just want my mobile number, I'm almost always available via text. ♥

[sarahjay22]

thanks for the lovely replies xxx