life is awesome. i'm quite in love with it right now ... to be 26, not tied down to ANYTHING and to have every single opportunity that i could possibly think of right in front of me (financial issues non-withstanding)is one of the most amazing feelings ever ( Read more... )

*sob* april is fast approaching, as is the end of my time in boston. lease is up, and i can't afford to live here alone, 'specially since i'm going back to school in the fall ( Read more... )

wow. recharging weekend indeed! so i got to k'chuck's about 930-10pm wed night (made awesome time!) and we all cozied up and helped ann finish last minute preps for the next day's amazing meal. GOD i love ann and "charles" they are SO warm and welcoming and excited to see me and happy and loving and affectionate. my family is amazing ( Read more... )

i smile and make eye contact with strangers often when i'm walking down the sidewalk. sometimes they smile back.
i get lost in moments of immobilizing sadness. but just moments, not minutes or hours or days. only moments.
i laugh. A LOT.
i smile a lot too...
i could live on rice, cept i'd feel "unhealthy" if i actually did.
i honestly would ( Read more... )

aii ( Read more... )

small list of names i call sabrina, aka doodoo:

-DOODOO!!! :-D
-big girl
-cutest
-stinky (stinky face)
-stinkerific-stinkeroo
-goober
-gooberific-gooberoo
-love-of-my-life
-lovey-doo
-lover
-angel
-bunny
-cute-buns/bum
-blue-eyes

mmm :-D i love my little fuck face

hahahaha

so as of yesterday the first of my ex's (that i know of anyway) is married.  hilarioushe'd actually been a good friend to me as of the last few months over ( Read more... )

northern california. yes, please :-) OH my damn GOD i had such an amazing time ... i miss my sister soooo very much it was wonderful to see her and her new boy danny, he was lovely and very nice to me of course, and was just SO refreshingly normal and relaxed ...YAY ( Read more... )

i should go home soon to see daddy .... i told most of you but he had a routine test and they found some high levels or whatever in a routine prostate check at his last physical so they did some biopsies and he has fucking prostate cancer .... it's clearly contained and most likely early and (GOD i hope) easily treated ...but still fucked up and ( Read more... )

hola mi lovies ... as always life is lovely and crazy and slightly dramatic in sarahland :-D had a LOVELY weekend with karla and sarah, was SOO good to see my girl and sarah is awesome ... matt put up with us pretty well, haha, as we all got drunker (drunker?) it was easier and easier to all go crazy ....oh yeah, cept when i spilled beers like 50 ( Read more... )