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Hallow's Eve
DD, DH, and I all carved our pumpkins tonight, they turned out pretty awesome! I decided I should do a clown pumpkin ;) lol
I'm sorry I couldn't resist. Happy Halloween! Elizabeth will be going as Violet from The Incredibles!
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Job is getting old
I never wanted to go into family law in the first place. Too much drama, too much emotion. ...
And now, struggling again to get pregnant and watch people pass up the chance and losing the opportunity to keep their rights to their children is just overwhelmingly sad and depressing.
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Dottie crossed over the Rainbow Bridge
Yesterday late afternoon I received the phone call that our beloved family dog died ( Read more... ) -
Appointment Tomorrow
Well, the appointment is tomorrow and I don't know how to feel about it.
[tmi behind here]
Also, my period is gonna start so now I'm all emotional cause I'm once again not pregnant. Not a surprise, but still sucks..
Just waiting for ms. flo to unpack her bags.. I'm so going as her for Halloween, it's gonna be hilarious.
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BFN this morning.
So, I POAS this morning and it was a BFN, but who knows. It was one of those dollar store ones and it was 2 days early. I'm not trying to hold out hope, but it's hard.[Maybe.... next time.... they say....]Since I had the streaked ewcm I'm really hoping maybe this is it.. but if it's not I have my appointment on Thursday. I'm half dreading it half axious about it. It's hard.
[it wont last forever they say]DD is ( Read more... ) -
New Clinic!
So last time I had a baby I succombed to what my husband wanted. He convinced me to go a clinic with an OB, and do it his way at a hospital.
[Long story short... a Natural VBAC will happen!]He was really only looking out for me. My mom had three c-sections. All but the last being emergent because it was planned. He was worried the same would happen to me... And it did, but my csection wasn't ( Read more... ) -
SKOL
Skol Vikings!! They won tonight which makes me very happy!
Hubby and I decided that if aunt flo arrives this month that we're going to try fertility blend.
Maybe that'll just get us the extra boost we need.
My cycles are normal, and OPKs are positive so I am ovulating, so it has to be something else.
Which is maddening when you have no control.
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My sister is oblivious.
Talking to her about not getting pregnant and that I'm frustrated and she asks, "How would you feel just being the three Amigos?"
Are you serious?... Ffs. I'm just so done. Seriously!!?
SERIOUSLY?
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Wow, it's been a long time.
Wow, hello LJ world ( Read more... )